Friday, March 25, 2005
Another exciting enriching day in school.
started off with assembly.
however we walked too slow even though mr ang anounced through the PA systhem that the PA crew wasnt ready.
we sang the school song with gusto after that and returned to class.
yet another series of interesting lessons.
we were to do a projetc on long and short sounds that sound similar.
example, ship (ship and sheep. (shiiip) You get it.
Then we had chinese and bio and geography and Math.
Too bad I didnt finish worksheet 5b, so I had to stay back to complete it.
Then I went to council room to collect my easter invitation card that Pete left behind.
Then I saw Ping Kee, Evelyn, Rachel and chun sian there.
They were playing the carom. Rachel was tryin to borrow the blazers.
So being a connecteer, I helped her fill in the form.
however I made a misjudge that the blazer was just right for her.
After she got the right size, I filled in the details in the blazer form.
Then I went to join them in a game of carom!
I shot in alot of seeds.
I was very happy.
Then we went home.
It was yet another very interesting and enriching day.
Good night.
express yourself {1:48 AM}
hm.
another day, that is spent.
going to school, talking, travelling.
boring.
life's like book.
everyone has their own book.
they are constantly writing, composing.
completing each and everyone of us' little story.
including myself, I'm constantly writing, scribbling my life away.
recording everything down.
the archives, would then be our memories in our mind.
sometimes I pause, and take alittle break.
and ponder on the memories.
I just think, and I feel so tired.
tired of living? or physically tired? or mentally?
or its just another lousy escuse conjured up by me.
I dont even know if my thoughts are real.
I doubt myself.
I dont know if I'm speaking the truth.
all the anger, all the tiredness, sadness.
the swirl of emotions
I dont know if these are thought up by me.
it feels so scary at times.
i just stand there and daze.
mind's blank.
MY mind and heart's completely in a mess.
the girl I like...
or the girl I hate?
the thought of dying...
or the excuse to escape?
statements about myself...
or words to attract attention?
I seriously dont know what am I thinking.
what to do ro anything.
everything's in a wirl.
or am I being too self conscience.
or its just yet another lousy excuse.
seriously.
you people that have been reading my blog, dont you feel anything about me?
am I a bloke who's jus trying to pretend to be in a horrid state and attract attention.
I seriously dont know either.
not to over analyse...
I cant as well.
its auto.
I feel like crying.
doing a good piece of art work.
and crying.
ah what am I doing.
this is what a guy should be doing.
I better stop writing and just shut up.
no more senseless post from now.
express yourself {1:27 AM}
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
I forgoten what I wanted to say.
my previous post's missing.
bla.
I'll post another time.
express yourself {2:07 AM}
